it is nearly a month since i blog think here is going to rot..haha...everytime start blogging and my mind went blank..haha...just dont know what to type...haha..everyday is still the same..School then home then weekend drinking...haha..nothing really special...nearly a month and getting more and more use to school life...still able to cope but just find it very boring...haha..nothing fun in the school...lucky last sems le hope it can faster finish cause it really bored me to death...haha...last fri went for halloween night but in the end everywhere was so pack and full house then in the end i ended up at a thai disco at boat quay as my fren is working there...drink not much then decide to change place and went to shenton way Saibai saibai...it was very pack too so didnt stay long then went to clark quay and went to Lunar...order drinks and relax and enjoy the live band...after Lunar went to jalan besar for supper and chat until morning then went home..hahaha..what a tired day...sat wake up rot at home until evening meet alex songhua for dinner then meet the rest to guowen house for the wedding video and photos...have fun at guowen house then went home...then suddenly they called and we went to Beds as friends bday and to find other friends...play until 3am++ then decide to go home as sunday morning going to Pulau Ubin..haha...wake up early and morning the rest then meet and went changi for lunch then head to the terminal for the ferry ride and of we go to Pulau Ubin...haha...but very lucky as once we reach there and we rented the bicycle it started to rain heavily...at first is spoil our mood but we decided to cycle in the rain as not to spoil the fun..haha..cycle played disturb along the cycle...have a alot of fun and took alot of photos...after the 3 hours cycle everyone is tired then we return the bicycle and went for dinner..seafood feasts...haha...order alot and eat alot...then we rush for the ferry back to singapore...as everyone is dirty plus tired all of us headed home...a very fun day for me and everyone hope to have more so organsing to go Sentosa on the next sun..as this sun i will be busy cos i will be going to sit the Singapore Flyer..hahaha...and some of the brothers need to work...after sentosa will ZOO outing...haha...hope can every 2-3 week have a healthy outing..haha..after it is more fun then drinking until vomit...haha...if can every sunday i also wan to occupy myself with outing as it can cut down more drinking alot..haha...plus i can sleep better in the night and somemore slim down...hahaha....most of all can enjoy with my brothers and have alot of fun....haha...then when everyone is happy eveything will be smoother and life will be better...haha...although life is full of up and down but i always hope life can be forever happy...haha...i know i am greedy but who dont right...hahaha...lastly Hope Everyday will be a Wonderful Day for Everyone...
每一个人都有三个自己...一个是别人看到的自己, 一个是自己看到的自己而最后一个就是真正的自己...真正的自己很重要因为他主导了自己的本性和好坏, 一但真正的自己迷失了, 后果就会不堪设想了...但要维护却是一件难事, 因为要寻找真正的自己需要真的很了解自己很清楚自己才做的到...所以能做到如此的也不多, 毕竟人不是万能的...想要找自己就要先看清楚自己, 所以自己看到的自己也是很重要的...因为自己看到的自己是用自己本身的智慧来判断自己所做的一切是否对错是否合理...当智慧断定了对错后, 自己本身就会依照智慧的判断来改变自己或提升自己...而最后改变的就是真正的自己, 所以如何看待自己是会影响真正的自己的...在来就是别人看到的自己...虽然很多人觉得这不重要, 但我觉得别人如何看你, 你自己就会如何看待自己而间接影响了真正的自己...其实我觉得别人如何看待自己是很重要的, 因为这是最能影响到自己的一个方式...因为不管自己想的在好做的在好, 得不到别人的认同和正面的看待自己所做的一切都是没有用的...而这就会间接影响了真正的自己...思想的差距影响了人看待事情的判断能力,因而导致人误会了人, 并影响了人...但其实谁都没错只是思想不同吧了...所以很多时候不是自己想放弃或觉得累, 是因为努力了却看不到成果是一件很伤心很累的一件事...所以做自己难, 做别人眼中的自己更难...因为在别人的眼里, 自己永远都有很多的缺点想改也该不了...做自己都这么难, 那还要如何做个诚挚的人呢...是我的智慧不够高还是我真的很笨........
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