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Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Since long i blog le...haha...so update now..finally sch has started and i hate it...although the timetable is not that pack or rushing but i hate the subject and the teacher like all not good one..haha..sian...maybe is too long nv study liao then going back still cant manage to use to it...totally boring just going to sch everyday...haha...alot of things happen this few weeks and i experince alot..think alot and understand...still think that i am not that strong yet...being mentally or physically...need more improve more in both aspect until i finally think i am good enough...haha...have alot in mind but when blog time suddenly everything is gone..just duno what to update..haha...last few week busy working...felt happy even it was very tired at least i work with my bros and can have money coming in my wallet...haha...the best thing i manage to cut down my drinking...haha...although to others it might seem not alot but i was glad it is a good start...hope can continue it cos feel that my health is getting worst and worst day by day and busy working i long time never run and train my body le...getting fatter and seem weaker...haha..must not be lazy anymore since sch has started and i must faster find a way to cure my insomia if not i think i am going to get crazy very very soon..haha..duno what to write le..think stopping here...lastly Hope Everyday will be a Wonderful day....

人都是孤独的...在茫茫人海中孤独地行走, 似乎有了方向但似乎又没有, 似乎找到了出口但又似乎一切皆在虚无之间, 一切好像幻影...可是人又不甘寂寞, 他需要别人的认同, 来寻找生命的价值....但人又是自私的...在寻求自我认同的时,往往会践踏别人的自尊, 甚至诋毁和嘲笑他人, 来满足自己存在的价值, 或突显得自己有深度或能力...所以人与人之间的相处是非常难得到共鸣的...因此人与人之间才会有距离, 一个看不见, 听不到, 甚至摸不到的距离...我不明白人为何要如此, 也讨厌人的这种行为...但最让我不明白的是上天为何要把人创造的不完美, 但却又希望人会进化成完美...等到人不能完美时才来惩罚人类...这点真的很让我很不明白...根本就好像把玻璃打碎, 但希望粘好的玻璃不会有裂痕然后可以完美无暇...这根本是不可能的事, 最起码在人的领域这是办不到的...我不能理解也不明白上天的想法, 可能这就是为何, 人永远都要受到上天的摆布吧...我不甘心但我能做的却又不多...真的觉得好累好累...


其实我比谁都还要懦弱...

and it's the end....
到此为止...



About Me.
Name : Hu Jinsheng 胡锦盛
Age : 26
Gender : Male
Currently : Interior Designer
Status : Single
Ns Status : ORD


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