finally exam ended and holiday started...but too bad i dun have one..as i have to go for attachment tml while others are having holidays....sian...haha....but luckily my attchment is at TPY so is quite near for me and is a big electronics company so have to work hard for it...haha...duno wat will i do at there so full so question and excited...haha...tue meet monyet and ben ben went to Beds as it is having anniversy celebration there...free buffet and free flow drinks...haha...the decoration there is quite nice as is different from the normal day and ben ben is very happy abt it..haha...she wanted the whole pub balloons...haha...a little balloon can make her so happy..haha..so cute of her...haha...see her enjoying the day i feel happy too..haha...then songhua came and we start playing and drinking...around 9pm i was high already...haha...then we open 2 bottle martell drink until all is drunk expect ben ben cos dun let her drink much...is a wonderful and happy night until wenliang did a very very STUPID thing which causes us need to send him to hospital...hai...but he is also drunk le so maybe he didnt wan it to happen also...then acch im at SGH until morning then send ben ben home....then nv slp and i went sch to take attachment result...then afternooon meet monyet and went to visit wenliang...acc until night then went home...next day afternoon i went visit alone then we run out of hospital to have dinner and meet songhua and ben ben....went back chat until mid-night then went home...then fri slack at home until night meet monyet went funeral tehn hard to SGH to find wenliang...haha...sat afternoon meet guowen monyet go for a run then me and guowen acc wenliang down to help him open the pub as he is tem-handicap..haha...we 3 went in took of ours top then clean the whole pub...haha...quite fun but tiring too...haha...after everything is done we went eat then wait for monyet and songhua...drink beer until ben ben came...then we drink martell and we order 1 more...drink play and have fun....everyone seem so enjoy about it...so glad to see it...esp ben ben is so happy...haha...then after tat went geylang for supper then head home le...send ben ben home and something happen which i most dun wan to happen....hai....you never wrong ok ben ben...i understand and i know...you never spoil anything ok....as long as you are happy and you enjoy can le...nothing else matter ok....then today slack at home until evening time went for dinner....cos tml need to work so cannot go anywhere...haha...so sian....feeling not very good now as alot of thing happen this few weeks....duno wat is happening also...why like this....thing i least expected happened.....maybe i really not mature enough or never think well enough...or cos maybe i was wrong once i cant be right again....hai....Hope Tml Will Be A Better Day at Work....

现在的心情好复杂好乱...我好心做了一件坏事...我不小心的伤害了一个我最保护的人....我不否认我的方式可能是有错的但我的出发点是好的...那个人也很明白我最终的目的是什么, 我只想保护和让那个人开心...但我万万没想到既然害到那个人, 这是我最不想看到的...我感到有点内疚和歉意...但我不知道我可以做什么来弥补一切, 除了继续保护和关怀那个人...也许我的思想还不够健全不够成熟, 这点以后我一定会多加改进的...也或许我的方式有错误吧, 要不然就是很难让人接受的做法...我不知道最终会着么样, 但我希望结果是好的,是开心的....其余的我就不管那么多了....只希望你会明白....没有一个人是完全错的...真的有错的话那就应该是大家的, 而不是你一个人的....而且你不是一个人...你还有我和一群很疼你的人会一直陪着你...知道吗...不管发生什么事我都会在你伸手就找的到的地方保护你....