Tuesday, October 16, 2007
finally sch start le...the timetable i dont really like expect for the friday off part...3 days all until very late...this mean i cannot go gym..cos it is very tiring as i tried before...haha...but dont wish to cut down...duno how...but think a solution will come out as time goes by ba...haha...didnt really do much this few days...only went to sch then head home to rest...last fri went drinking then head home....then sat went to watch movie "兄弟" with my brothers...the story plot not very nice....but i still like the movie as it is andy lau flim..haha....the acting part is good but the story no good...nothing exciting or surprising...so normal all the way...only a few but very funny only....after went to chat with fren then went home....sun only meet brothers got dinner then went home to rest cos zhixiong monyet guowen went malaysia...haha....i alone leh...haha...and this few days thinking of having a gathering with all my close brother...haha...since long nearly everyone gather le...miss all the fun we use to have le...haha...this few day all at home...haha...can consider quite good boy for this few days...haha...cos dont really have the mood to do anything also....haha....this few days keep thinking of something....it really trouble me alot and i am disappointed with it...not the thing that happen but is me...maybe all the while it is me who dont really understand...maybe i am the stupid one...maybe i am the foolish one...but luckily the thing didnt happen...if not i think i am going to face the worst thing in my life le...hai...glad that it did not happen as i know once happen i think i going to go crazy one and i will regret it for life....although i still cant forget but i know i will as time goes by....i dont wat i am doing is right or wrong but i hope that it is the right thing and is the best way.....really...i really hope...so disappointed in me.....haiz.....
对我自己好失望....觉得自己很失败...
and it's the end....
到此为止...