Feel bore so come to blog...sat afternoon meet fren and went to beach road army market to shop and bought a short...the weather is damn hot until we decide not to walk anymore and went to raffles city fora walk then i head home get change and went to dinner with my Ohs family as my grandmother treat us for dinner at at resturant....so it is a gathering again with my family...the food is not bad la..only abit noisy as my uncles and aunties is sing song in the room..haha...think all the cousins think the same..haha..after dinner went to K-box with my cousin to celebrate cousin wenjing bday...he quite surprise too...haha...sing and play around...but too bad he seem very bore of it..haha...but hopw he enjoy ba...then sunday morning wake up and went to my cousin house as his son full month...so family gathering again..haha...ate and play around with my cousin....after tat head home for a rest then meet songhua and went to fren house as his daughter full month also...ate alot and joke alot as some of them long time never see le...after tat went coffeeshop meet fren to acc him eat and chat then head home...mon went to gym then night meet fren and went out for a havoc night..haha..long time never play until like that le...enjoyed the night...haha..today went for swimming then rest and rot at home....holiday is finishing soon...time seem to pass so fast...and OCT i need to Ops manning meaning i need to go back camp again...so sian...haha...not this few day not feeling very good...mentally is crashing down...as i found out something which will make my life very harsh from the day onwards unless i find a way to settle it..if not i think i will die with it ba...haiz....Hope to have a nice and better day.....

最近我发现了一个秘密...一个会让我往后的路很难走的秘密...当我发现时已经太迟了, 已经没有不伤害我自己的解决方法了...虽然很不愿意,但事情一定要解决要不然有一天我会崩溃的...一个没有奇迹可以解决的问题...因为奇迹只是留给有希望的人....而不是我....真希望事情可以完美的解决, 虽然知道没有可能但我还是希望着....这次受的伤我想会比预期的大吧....虽然时间可以治愈伤口, 但有很多人都被时间伤的更重.....希望我不是后者吧....觉得好失望...好失望....我想没有人会明白吧...忽然觉得知己好笨好笨........

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