since long i blog so i decided to blog...did alot of thing this few weeks...watched movie, celebrate friend birthday, went to cafe to relax, celebrate my ben ben wynny bday...haha...just did alot and just dont how to describe it...haha....not very smooth this few week but i manage to overcome it and pass it through...so can consider not bad...the best of all is that i manage to cut down my drinking...went drinking a few time but i manage cut down alot and really is alot..so a good start for my plan of cutting down drinking...haha..although cut down drinking but still over spend my money but nevermind think need more time before i can really handle my money well..haha...finally able to accept something i understand very long and see through alot...although not the whole thing but i think i can slowly cope it...at least i hope so...but what to do...hope that everything will be fine again...i really hope....if not i think i cannot forgive myself.......i just hope everything will be fine again nothing else more...but maybe a happy day will be better....haha..

我突然觉得有很多事是事与愿违的...很多东西你不认命是不可以的, 因为人生毕竟还是要靠天来安排...我本来也不接受这个事实,但发生了这么多东西后我不认命也不行...虽然很不甘心但是还是必须接受这一切, 毕竟这就是人生...与其要老天给你美好日子到不如要老天把你变成一个可以接受任何困难或悲伤的一个人....也许这样一来日子应该就会更美好更好过吧.......