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Monday, June 11, 2007

a week passes and i dont feel it right...nv really sleep nv really eat...nothing is really right...never really did anything much....haiz....even drinking wont help....really dont know what to do.....really hope time will pass faster and everything will be fine again but i know it is hard...holidays starting and i really know what to do...Really hope for a better day....

我猜不透人的心里究竟要的是什么,想的究竟是什么...我想我这辈子都应该猜不透吧...人心难测...希望不要去想就会好一点吧...我想说但我又害怕,我怕说了也没有用...现在我做的一切,都只是掩饰着心痛和我的难过...我真的很想学会自我催眠,这样一来痛觉会少一些...那么我就不会睡不着而感到心烦,感到幸苦....心有点倦了,长夜苦涩难熬...时间几乎停止了,停止了我的思考能力使到我不管做什么都不对...好累...

and it's the end....
到此为止...



About Me.
Name : Hu Jinsheng 胡锦盛
Age : 26
Gender : Male
Currently : Interior Designer
Status : Single
Ns Status : ORD


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