Monday, June 18, 2007
A new week has started and hope to have a nice and better week...last week went sch and gym...fri went to watch movie "Fantastic Four"...not a very nice show...abit plain but not too bad...then sat actually wanted to celebrate my best bro bday but in the end he dont wish to come out so i nv force him...so i went to meet my campmate at chinatown for a drinks...have a havoc night...duno why...drank alot...drank until i vomit and black out for some moment...then i went home...then sun i hangover the whole day...so fucking hate that feeling...i also duno why i drink so much that day...not a happy day nothing special but i just drank alot....maybe it is time i really cut down on drinking....this time i really mean it...cos drinking doesnt seem happy anymore and it doesnt solve my problem within my heart and it really a big damage to my health...i dont have the urge or motivation to drink anymore...not for happy not even saddness...just purely drinking i think is mad and worst i drink more and more fierce...haiz...really time to cut down and listen to people who care about me say...and by cutting down i can save some money also....cos a ben ben keeping asking me to save money for her birthday present...haha...maybe save more money than i can enjoy other kind of enjoyment...although nothing now can really cure the pain in my heart but i really hope time can heal it...but time just suddenly passes to slow....after having thinking for so long i finally understand alot but that doesnt mean i can accept it....maybe when time passes i can slowly accept it more....to those i had let down...i am really sorry.......to those who care for me....Thanks alot....let Hope For A Better Day.....
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