friday went to sch to study and evening time met campmate for dinner then went to cafe to relax...sat rot at home the whole day until night went for supper then to Dam for a chat...sunday rest at home then evening time met campmate for gathering dinner then head home....finally i never drink for this week...a good start hope can continue it..haha...and exam started today...a stress week is coming...whole week having exam...so boring...hai...hope this week can pass very fast...today paper is fuck up...all i study one never come out..all i give up one all came out...what the fuck...think will fail this paper...and tml is math...worst paper of all...hope can pass it....start of week not very lucky le hope can more lucky tml.....suddenly i really felt very tired of everything......every moment....but there is nothing i can really do about it...only to live with it...this few months is really bad for me..alot of thing happen making me going crazy soon...suddenly think that nothing i had done is right..maybe all the while i was wrong just that i didnt realise....giving in isnt the right way of doing things....until now whether right or wrong it doesnt matter le...my heart is dying and soon it wont beat anymore...maybe this year is my unlucky year...i really had nothing to say...nothing to hope for also...just want to live everyday smoothly and quietly.....as long as contented i am fine with it....