Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Finally my ICT had finish...what a tough week i had gone thru....even thou it was a low key exercise it was damn tough for me...IPPT, section battle course,Armour Mounted attack, road march, bashing in vegetation, attacking trench with MG and lots of shit job.....1 week need to do so much...really cant imagine next year i will be having a high key exercise, duno how to survive it....sat went to velvet dragon with campmates....not much crowd but drank alot and have a great night as we disturb alot of ppl....sunday went it fair and it was damn pack until i walk until pek cek...then night meet brothers to watch movie Blades Of Glory...a very funny and damn lame show but it was quite nice as we laugh our days of......recently alot of things happen this few days....can consider the darkest time of my life...because of some misunderstanding something i dont wish the most happen...i admit and know is my fault but i know no matter what i do or say now nothing is gonna change...cause things already happen and i am the one in fault....i can understand how he feel and why he is angry about it but who understand how i feel.......i also very heart break that thing happen this way....if i know this is the outcome i swear i never do it....this time i really shit big time....cos of a thing i did without thinking it became like this....how i wish the time can reverse and i can mend everything now....but that the facts is that i did it and time wont come back....i really regret doing it....Really hope that time can heal everything...and it will be a fast one...cause i couldnt stand it anymore...the mentally toture i had is really killing me...i duno when i will break down but i hope i wont...everything seem like a fake but the real is that it really happen...so what am i going to do...wat i can really do....i really duno...i really hope for a better day a nicer day at least.......
and it's the end....
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