Tuesday, December 05, 2006
30 more min and it is my birthday...the day when i was born 22 years ago and the day where my mum suffer alot...Thanks her alot for giving birth me to this world to enjoy and goes through life...must be hard on her...22 years le..birthday seem more and more meaningless to me...only remind me that i was born on this date and i am older...so i will have to face more and more problem...birthday doesnt make me excited or seriously happy anymore...it is a day that i know i must enjoy and thanks my mum...other than that it doesnt mean anything le....maybe the older i get the feeling get more bland ba...or maybe when i am 60 then i will look more forward to it...thing are always hard to say...this few days not really feeling right...everything seem not right...feeling so fuck up...did some wrong thing and abit regret it...and alot of thing havent done so abit regret it..seem like going to break down soon but yet physical still very strong...maybe i just dont know what i really want...nothing much in mind only Hope To Have A Better And Nice Day....and it's the end....
到此为止...