Saturday, October 14, 2006
it is a sat and i am at home...alone staring at the computer dont know what to do...felt so hopeless and sad...actually meeting frez liao and changed and just waiting for a call den went out...but then suddenly something happen and halt the timing in the end i wait until i abit dulan liao so decide to stay at home to rot..cos i know even i went out now i also wont feel happy and enjoy it...dont know why just dont feel right...something is in my heart and it felt so heavy and it keep pressing down on me...haiz...maybe this time i really done wrong...i really see too much into it...i fell too deeper into it...haiz....maybe i just need some time so get over it...maybe things that i think that is important dont even mean anything to people...maybe all the long i was wrong...maybe...maybe....so much maybe and none of it is right...what have i really done...where is my better day...my better life.........and it's the end....
到此为止...