Self-Hypnotize...自我催眠

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

So boring...holidays just started and i wish it can faster end it...everyday is like waste of time...doing nothing this few days...only help my sis caught a rat in her room and i dun have the heart to drown it so i take it to a remote area and let it off....other than that almost did nothing...only left drowning myself with alcohol at MoMo last sat...haiz...life without meaning is so boring...cannot work cos going back camp...Fuck up...waste my time...duno holiday so long for wat...shorter mah den less than 3 yrs can finish study den go out work...haiz...Hope for a better day....

刚刚看了一部戏,一部很感人的戏...戏里有一段是一个老婆婆拿着枕头去杀死一个,她跟了大半辈子但没得到名份,但却又死心踏地爱的一个老伯伯...老伯伯因为患有老人痴呆吃错了东西进了医院,老婆婆因为太担心所以在医院心脏病发作晕到而急需做心脏手术,所以当老伯伯醒来时老婆婆没能照顾他...当老婆婆醒来时第一个想到的便是她的老伴因此她不顾自己的伤硬要下床去看他...但医生告诉老婆婆她的病太严重不能下床急需休息并且告诉她老伯伯没大碍...过了一会儿老婆婆就偷偷的跑去老伯伯那里便拿起了枕头一边哭一边企图闷死老伯伯...幸好被护士发现阻止了一切并且救了老伯伯...老婆婆因为知道自己的病变严重了没能活多久但她又怕自己死了之后没人照顾老伯伯而他又有老人痴呆一定变成累赘,所以她狠下心来想把老伯伯杀死然后自己也死去...老婆婆说老伯伯的想法也是如此所以当她想闷死他时他是笑着的......好感动....但却又好愚蠢...一个人可以为了他/她心爱的人做出一切,甚至付出一切...不管有没有回报或名份,只因爱就能让人不顾一切做出愚蠢或冲动的事....人就是如此...明知是个错但却又义无反顾的去做...人究竟想的是什么....我不明白...

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