Saturday, August 26, 2006

Just met my best frez for a chat and drank abit...quite enjoy the chat....haha...and he told me alot of his unhappy stuff...haiz...looks really can be deceiving, no matter how happy a person infront of you that is not the real of him...haha...so funny....haiz...and the worst i tml need to report to camp for the stupid MOB briefing at pasir ris camp, so far sia....nb...duno go far camp for wat...waste my time...hope tml go there can end everything fast...den i can go home....Hope tml is a better day....

刚刚我的好朋友告诉我,他似乎爱上了一个不应该爱的女人而且那女人也爱上了他....但因为某些原因他们吵了一架,但我的朋友很放不下但又不知道该这么办...他不知道应该和好还是了结这个暧昧....我再度觉的他很好笑,因为明明放不下为何又要了结呢....既然心里已经有数了那么为何一直要反抗呢....真是好笑...人就是奇怪,当拥有时却要抗拒,但失去时却又放不下...真不了解人要的到地是什么...想要却有怕犯错,得不到却又想要拥有....哈哈...真可笑...听了他的问题就让我想到前几年我也犯下了这种错...一个错但我不后悔的决定,因为她让我看清楚了我的地位,我的过错...但这又能怪谁呢...人非草木谁能无过,只可以怪当年我不会想...但我也是经历了很多才做出这个决定....试问有几个人曾经在一个空无一人的草地上看着日落,一个人默默的等待时间流失...然后看着天空心里突然一阵疼痛,但那种痛不是心脏绞痛而是一种很心酸很无奈的感觉....那种无奈和孤独感我一辈子都不会忘记...就是那种感觉使我想踏出一步但却是错的一步.....嗨....这种无奈感没有经历过的人是永远也不会了解的...我真希望我从来没感觉过这种无奈和孤独...嗨....

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About Me.
Name : Hu Jinsheng 胡锦盛
Age : 26
Gender : Male
Currently : Interior Designer
Status : Single
Ns Status : ORD


Friends.
Cheryl
Debbie
Gladys
Hazel
Jason
Lynsey
Lifen
Piano
Rain
Rick
Reena
Sisi
Sheenin
Serene
Victoria
Wynny
Weiling
Weixiong
Weiloon
Xiaoshi
Xueping
Yihong
Yunshan
Zhixiong