Friday, August 11, 2006
Finally finish my 3 common test paper this week...can relax abit liao...still got 4 main paper to go...hope i dont fail anyone of it...cos i cant afford to repeat...and repeat means drop out...so have to give up drinking for the time being....cos drinking tends to make me forget alot of things....haha....
recently make a hard decision...think thru alot den make the decision...although the decision might make me unhappy but it is the best way out...the right choice i think...cos there is too many thing to consider if i dun make a decision and it is somehow affecting my life...now i make one liao...i can relax and concenrate on my exam...haha...although i dun wish and wanted it to be this way but there is nothing i can do...this is life...my life...i just felt that i not young anymore...must think alot...the decision is good...somehow let me know where i stand...haha...
although abit sad abt it...but quite content...as i knew wat i am doing....maybe somehow i am not sad...but i am just not happy......life still goes on...even if i stop...so i cannot stop...cannot even afford to stop for awhile....only can blame is when i was young i play too much...but i nv regret wat i did when i was young...cos it is the most enjoy and fun days in my life till now......although it cant be the same but i cherish it alot....hope that tml is a better day....really hope....
一个人开不开心,根本不可以用外表来判断,
即使他笑了,那可能也是虚伪的表现....
一点也不真诚,不真心....
这种行为我称为自欺欺人....
我不笑也不哭那又代表了什么....
and it's the end....
到此为止...
