Thursday, June 22, 2006
Yesterday went zouk and it was hell pack...so pack until i cannot move inside...but then it was fun..as there is alot of ppl due to holiday...and i can have my drinks...haha...and yesterday phuture was so hot..i was sweating when i didnt even dance..haha...standing there was like sauna...haha..so pack..so crazy...and think after yesterday wont go to zouk for quite a long time liao...as holiday end and zouk held alot of my unhappy memories...
And yesterday i had a dream....i dream of a girl hopelessly crying at a corner of a cab which we were taking...as she turn to me and suddenly cry...my heart aches painfully...as the tear rolled down her face...i use my finger and wipe it off for her...and i can sense her hopeless and the saddness thru her eyes...
den i woke up...i found myself in my bed...and i felt so lost...it is like there is nothing i can do...
and my heart aches painfully...this is the feeling i have long lost...and it suddenly come back...
maybe deep down in the heart...there is always a sadness but i choose to enclose and hide it...and only in my dream it came up to remind me that i am not as happy as i am seem to.....so sad...duno how long the dream will continue....and i really hope it will end soon...cos i couldnt cry to relieve the sadness deep down in my heart...cos i already forgot how to cry long long time ago.....
眼泪是人类表露心情的方式...
开心也流泪,不开心也流泪....
上天在创造眼泪时没有给它一个定义...
那么人在流泪时应该开心还是不开心呢...
我永远也不会明白...
因为眼泪对我来说是一种奢侈....
and it's the end....
到此为止...
